They call it sleep paralysis
I call it my life
I lie there motionless
I feel You moving on top of me
I’m scared, but the adrenalin-
I wouldn’t trade it for anything
It keeps me alive
It happens so often that
When it doesn’t, I feel lonely
I feel like I lost my best friend
I start blaming myself
I must’ve done something wrong
My body must’ve woken up too quickly
I’m sorry, please come back
I love how You’re so dominant
I like how You pin me down
I like the way You move
If only I could move with You
If only I could speak to You
This is crazy
I cannot wait to fall asleep again