They call it sleep paralysis

I call it my life

I lie there motionless

I feel You moving on top of me

I’m scared, but the adrenalin-

I wouldn’t trade it for anything

It keeps me alive

It happens so often that

When it doesn’t, I feel lonely

I feel like I lost my best friend

I start blaming myself

I must’ve done something wrong

My body must’ve woken up too quickly

I’m sorry, please come back

I love how You’re so dominant

I like how You pin me down

I like the way You move

If only I could move with You

If only I could speak to You

This is crazy

I cannot wait to fall asleep again