For two years you said these three words to me.
For two years they were everything.
Now every one of your I love you’s has left a tombstone in my heart.
I carry them around every day because they’re all I have left.
Every night, I visit over a thousand graves
The last stop is always the hardest
It’s when I cry the hardest
Because that was the last time you said it
Because that was the last time I saw you.
But hearing you say it comforts my tired bones
So I drop to my knees and lay there for the night.
I hope tomorrow never comes,
I hope I don’t wake up.
But who am I kidding
I wake up every time
Tonight this madness will stop
I’m tired of living half alive
I am finally putting my soul at peace.
I watch it smile as I bury myself in my graveyard of love.
I scream again as I lower myself down.
Why aren’t you here to let me down just once more?